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Just now as I was happily clicking away in Facebook, Aunt J suddenly messaged me and said "Hello, your X's youngest brother is getting married soon ^^"

I answered.. "Huh? Why are you telling me this??"

It seems that the couple got into an 'unwanted accident' and now they have to get married. The purpose of her telling me this is to tell me "to be careful of what we young couples do". I'm like.. er.. I'm single now and how would I get into these type of 'accidents'?

Anyway.. I congratulated her with a hinch of sarcasm in my tone and I even said that even if that bastard gets marry I will also congratulate him and "wish him all the best".

She said that he wouldn't do such mistake because he is a smart guy who plans for his future.

Now.. seeing that statement really did trigger me a LOT and I got pissed off and I shot back words I didn't meant to say. I told her that if he was a smart guy who plans for his future, he wouldn't have ruined MY freaking future. Well, if that was what he planned to do, then bravo, you've hit the jackpot.

I told her a lot of stuffs which I haven't told her before and she was taken aback after listening to me spilling out things that she didn't knew before this. She apologised on behalf of him and I told her that there's no use for apologies now.

What's meant to be done has been done and I just wanna get out from this shithole and here she is, telling me something that I DID NOT need to know, and now I am emo over it because we brought up sad shits again.

FFFFUUUUU.

Why did this conversation even started in the first place? I got so angry I said all the fucked up shits he did to me UNCONSCIOUSLY and UNINTENDED-ly and she was shocked. She even offered her house phone number and cell number so that I could call her whenever I want (which I won't in a million years).

Before leaving the conversation, she insisted that we meet up one day. I don't want someone to preach/lecture me anymore cause I'm sick and tired of all these shits.

So much for a "smart guy". I think she's yet to find out that her beloved nephew is a piece of fucked up shit. Good luck in finding that out Aunt J. That wouldn't be difficult at all.

On a side note, attending my good friend's wedding tomorrow. Gonna feel a lil pain inside as I always do when I see happy and loving couples tie the knot.

Pain and happiness do come together sometimes. Its just a matter of realising it.

Good night.

x