You could say that the PMS is working its way in trying to mess up my mood and all but again.. maybe its not just that.

As I grow older, I realise that things are not always perfect. I realise that I have to work really hard.. like very very hard.. to earn money.. for the family and for myself. I'm teaching students in their houses now. I've just got my very first student in Eco Park and I am hoping that I'd get more students to teach like this. I earn so much more compared to teaching in the studio.

I really hope that I can teach students around SA/EP to save troubles travelling out on weekends.

There are just so many things that needs to be planned now. I've been thinking bout my future. What the heck will I be doing after 2 years? What type of job will I be going for?

Maybe its also the wrong time to be thinking of such things when I am supposed to be cracking my head.. no wait.. my BRAINS for the damn assignments. How long more can I survive before I start banging my head with a brick?

I'll have to work hard and fight for things that I want. Please.. I am trying to hang on here. Please don't throw me off the cliff when I am standing on the edge.

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Thank god for my baby Hugh today that I am not feeling as bad. Just like Cris..I really feel like nomming him too. Too damn hot baby.. too damn hot.

Please note that I am not having imaginary friends or shits like that but thinking bout hot guys like that can really make me feel better so I don't see why I shouldn't be doing so.

I am so hungry for guys like Hugh or Cris.

FML now I should go to sleep and dream bout either one of them, or even both of them.

I am so gonna eat them...

Okay bye.

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